am i a bot ?

i sometimes feel like one of those ai robots that doesn’t seem to realise its not conscious. but in the inverse maybe. its like i’m a person that hasn’t realised i’m real yet. anyway. i think if i make more things, real things, i’ll probably become, like, a real girl or something. a real person with roots that go into the ground with conviction. (feeling listless ?). a LOML maybe. XD. (but sometimes i think that buying a face mask will make me more of a real person. getting a hairdryer really did the trick for a second; is this consumerism ?? or something a bit primordial ?)

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